"bemoanings" of singlehood

S: Your kid is already 7 years old! And you're so young..

R: Aiya.. Young meh? No lah..

Me: How old were you when you got married?

R: Now.. I'm 27..

Me: Waa! So young!!

+S gave Me a SHARP nudge+

Me: What am I doing here..(wails)

Actually I'm pretty young (that's what I choose to believe)
My colleagues call me the 'baby' because I'm the youngest. (I think I act like one sometimes..most of the time..?)

I love children.. In fact, right now, at this moment.. I'm thinking about my kids( I didn't give birth to them!)
Do you still remember..? My dream of a dozen? Haha.. I was inspired by this movie "Cheaper by the Dozen"
It was about this family who had 12 kids!! And their lifestyle is incredible. Seeing how mommy and daddy handle the squabbles...food..SPACE!! I was totally bowled over.

S: So.. when's your turn?

Me: Me?! Never.. I guess..(wails)

R: What sort are you looking for? Mickey mouse? Pooh Bear?

Me: Both!

R: Shrek la..

Me: Eeeee....

Seriously, I've given this some thought. I'm young.. Really young. Not just physically, but mentally as well.

Am I able to shoulder the responsibility of another person?

I'm not even financially stable...

Do I have what it takes to start a family? (opps.. I'm thinking too far)

Mommy's really pressurising me a lot.. Gee.. What am I supposed to do?
It's not like you can go to the market and haggle and take the best catch home.
Mom's deadline: End of 2006
I don't think so..(in fact it might be a never..)

Argh..!!! I don't need this to drive me nuts. I'm already pretty nutty myself..

...when I do grow up, it might finally be my turn...

ARGH!!!