+Reunion+

I'm stuck. I don't know what to write. Perhaps this is what a writer's block is...or rather a blogger's block is all about.

Just came back from my junior college alumni concert. Well, let's back track a little.

The whole of last week..
+painted nails
+super scrubbed face (blackheads gone!)
+cut nails
+slept more

Just to prepare for this night. For this special person in fact.

Haha.. I don't know who's reading this. But if you are... haha.. you're entitled to think what you want to think about.

I've got got a crush ever since my first year in junior college. Hmm... this year is the sixth year. I'm still smitten by him. It's wierd isn't it? Something that can never be reciprocrated but yet I'm still hanging on to. It's foolish i know. Many people have told me to move on. I did... but I always end up back where I started.

Okie.. back to the concert.

The concert comprised of 2 short plays and quite a few song items. It's a great effort...considering the busy schedules of the people involved.

The special person sang, played the guitar. Sigh... so many years of avoiding him. I wonder why?

I know I'm incoherent. You just gotta bear with me.

I like him because he brings joy. He lifts me up when I am down. He knows where to draw the line and discipline me. With him, everything's in control even if he springs up surprises.

I've confessed to him when I was in junior college. I was rejected and avoided. I guess that's why I still can't really be myself in his presence.

I want to move on. Sigh.. but it's just so hard. Especially when any small thing would trigger me into thinking that it might be possible.

It's impossible. Give it up.